
Meet the New Me!
2009 felt like an enormous spin. After plenty of ups and downs, going through fears and failures, smoothing out massive uncertainty regarding how to go about spreading my message with comfort eating, it wasn’t untill December that it all finally started to move into place. So much so, that at the beginning of January 2010 I found myself wondering: where am I going to take this over the next 10 years? This needed some serious brainstorming!
I mentioned to Graham that I felt like taking a break from it all, and be on my own for a while to gather my thoughts. When a few days later Graham got invited to fly over to London on a job, we both celebrated the window of opportunity that was opening up.
With that in mind, I spend some time seaching the net to find a silent retreat somewhere. Feeling frustrated when nothing interesting turns up, I leave it for a couple of days. Then, out of the blue, a housesit request for Sydney appears on the site, and in a nice neighbourhood at that; exactly for the time span that Grahama is going to be away. As soon as it is confirmed, I decide to have my own silent retreat there, combined with a physical cleanse.
Arriving at the house, my jaw almost drops to the floor. The lady of the house turns out to be a painter/photographer, and the house is literally stuffed with art books, poems, paintings etc. etc. Her studio upstairs, that also houses the guest room, has two glass walls overlooking the entire neighbourhood, and looming in the distance is the outline of the Sydney Tower. What a perfect place for my goal!
From the next day onwards, I am alone in the house with the dog and the cat. After vacuming my “temple” and a visit to the health store for veggies and Udo’s Oil, I am set to go! The silence is overpowering. I sit on the bed subcombing to it and feel enormously grateful for this opportunity.
It doesn’t take long before I drop the idea of silence as in “no distractions at all to keep the energy inside”. Cleansing takes time and effort! Only the creating of juices every couple of hours requires planning next to the physical preparations. It doesn’t really matter, I have a great time being on my own. I enjoy the juicing, meditating, walking the dog, having a slimming body-wrap, hanging in the shade on the balcony, listening to music and, above all, letting go…
Ten days later, I have had a complete make-over inside and out. I present the New Me, Cheta Urmila, the 2010-model! I have gained 5 kg of thinness in the process and have a clear picture on how I am going to create my upcoming theatershow in May in the MoonScout series. From this week on, you can read all about that on the femaleXperience blog . De MaanScout Serie in located in the Netherlands, daarom is er ook een Nederlandse FemaleXperience Blog versie.
I have documented my cleanse on video; I am editing it at the moment and will put it up shortly.
After Graham returned, we took the train down to Melbourne, where we will be attending Clinton Swaine’s free Play to Win seminar. More about that later!